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 The life that I have now is not the life that I want. I am going to change it for the better.

Fear

I never thought I will have anxiety attacks but I do.

I am in a constant state of fear.

My chest feels like a huge rock is on top of it.

I just pray that Allah (swt) will heal me.

I do not want to go to work but I have to. I just want to sleep.