Have my hair colored

Done.

The color I chose was mahogany.

My hair just looks lighter.

First time to have my hair colored.

90 Day Tasks

1. Visit the golden mosque.
2. Have 6 pairs of new shoes.
3. Have 6 abaya.
4. Have my hair colored. (Done 03/30/14)
6. Lose 20 kilos.
7. Get a car. (April 29, 2014)
8. Marichi yoga with pictures 40 times.
9. Raise 3 million pesos the halal way.
10. Change the glass at the table.
11. Buy Alvin two expensive pair of shoes.(May 25, 2014)
12. Buy curtain rods.
13. Read 1000 articles on negotiation and mediation.
14. Read 1000 land cases with notes.
15. Run a 5k.
16. Read the roc.
17. Read the rpc.
18. Read the civil code.
19. Get apas tested.
20. Full payment house.
21. 12 facial treatments with pictures.
22. Lemlunay overnight with Alvin.
23. Propilaxis at Dra. Macaranas.
24. Rehab check up and pt if necessary.
25. Ear check up.
26. Brazilian wax.
27. Read 45 books.
28. Glan overnight with Alvin.
29. Juice for 30 days.
30. Massage Alvin.
31. Body scrub 30 times.
32. Take 90 exceptionally good pictures and post it on my blog.
33. Sell  pieces of property with a profit of 1 million.
34. Buy the bag.
35. Buy new eyeglasses.
36. Buy a piece of jewelry.
37. Read 3000 articles on personal finance.
38. Read 30 law books.
39. Blog 30 exceptional law articles.
40. Read the quoran.
41. Buy a cow.
42. Give nanay 30k.
43. Visit iloilo with Alvin, Nanay and Tatay.
44. Date night six times with pictures.
45. Read 1000 real estate selling articles.

46. Digest Reyes book 2 like sir Ted Te's assignment with five relevant cases per crime.
47. Attend 10 parties with pictures.
48. Read criminal procedure of regalado.
49. Buy new law books.
50. Read statutory construction.
51. Read the book on psychological incapacity.
52. Paraglide with Alvin.
53. Beach with pictures.
54. Three day Beyonce's detox.

55. Get Silk bed sheets.
56. Have three sets of new curtains.
57. Pay all my debts.
58. Take meaningful pics.
59. Get 30 new great and rewarding cases.
60. Do zumba 20 times with pictures.

Regaining Baby Tumtum

Today, I will be back on the pill to prevent a pregnancy.

Ironic,  for someone who wants to get pregnant I need to be on the pill for two months to make sure that the next pregnancy will  be successful.

I have already exercised for twenty minutes today. A huge improvement from bed rest and no physical activities. I will try to squeeze in another thirty minutes tonight :)

Hopefully Allah will send Baby Tumtum back and this time I will have an uneventful pregnancy and that he will reach full term and be born healthy. 

Till the next time Baby TumTum

I miscarried this week for the second.

I cried. I cried out of despair. I cried out of anger. 

Ubos na ang luha ko.

Ang bad trip kapag matanda ka na is naiintindihan mo na ang katagang "everything has its reason" So you grieve and you move on. Pero masakit pa rin.

I am afraid that if I will not act or force myself to move on I would wallow in misery.

I have set up an office in my home and Dada my OB told me that I would just maintain the office so that I would minimize my stress and avoid climbing the steep steps in our office at pioneer avenue.

I had a lot of difficulty when I was pregnant. I had back pains. I had shortness of breath. I knew that I was so unhealthy that I have placed myself and my unborn child in harms way. 

This time I can do things differently. I could be healthy to increase my chance of conception and make the entire pregnancy a bit safer.

I also realized that I need to be financially ready for the pregnancy. I spent a lot on medicines, vitamins, better fitting clothes and food that I had difficulty keeping with my other obligations. My income also drastically lowered because I no longer reported in the office where walk-in clients are a common.

I was easily agitated and angered that my stress level during my pregnancy was quite high. My friend Sir G that I should learn stress management.

I was also hesitant because truth be told I have not mastered my new religion and I was wondering how I could raise a true Muslim when I myself am fumbling with Islam. 

I know that I was not ready.

Hay nak. Sorry talaga. 

So today I decided to do juicing, debt detox and learn more about my faith.

Hopefully things will be successful this time. And baby tumtum will be in our arms. Labs yo by :) Love ka guid ni nanay.